after midnight....

after midnight i shall kidnap you from the world
and i'll keep you in my room
hush now my love and hold my hand
after midnight i shall take you to a place
where no one should know of
hush now my love and hold my hand..

you are exactly where you suppose to be
and if they come for you
they would have to find me...

stay..
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

after midnight
i shall stay awake
and if you choose to close your eyes now
hush now my love
i'll watch you sleep
you are exactly where you suppose to be
and if they come for you
they would have to find me

stay..
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only.....

diz song are dedicated for him...
luv diz song very much...

still like before....

salam....

hmm...nothing special to write about...

dun know where to begin...

it's a long and confusing story...

what ? forget him ?

are u mad ?

i wud rather die.

if they told me i couldn't do that anymore,

i wud kill myself !

what ? try to find him ?

well...i cud walk a thousand miles 4 that...

arghh....!!! tolongggg !!!

SAYE DLM KEKELIRUAN SEKARANG !!!

WHAT I'M SUPPOSE TO DO RITE NOW ???

CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME PLISSSS ???

xde org....

dh la jieja...

juz go n finish u'r homework.

u'r canvas.

n u'r arabesque design.

stop doing nothing !

u juz wasting u'r time here.

ok.

- out -

rindu raya....

salam....

3-4 ari pas ryer nie aku ase cm a bit 'sengal' dowh....

dak au naper...

raya...cm bese...tiap thn kite sambot...keh3...

tah arh...seriously i feel so distracted !

distracted bcoz of him !

dh la first2 raye bezday aku...20 sept...

20.09.2009.....20092009...sweet jek aku rase angka 2....

dh 21 upernyer aku ????

yeay ! i'm 21 years old !! i'm big enough !

ok....after diz i hav to acting like an adult women...(can i ??)

not like childish anymore....siyes aku x ase dewasa lansonggg...aku x bleyy arr

lupe nk ckp, pg2 raye cousin aku dh potong kek raye ps2 wish hepy bufday kt aku...

ps2 tibe2 dtg kasi pezen....yeay ! i've got a gift ! finally...sian...x sape nk bg kn...sorg jekk kasi.

but quit hepy gak la coz rmai gk membe2 yg wish thru sms, call....opah siap call aku lg haa nyembang sakan...hua3

hmm...inside that happiness, feel so sad...dissapoint...frustruated...mcm2 la !

pg raya...lg la aku dok tingat kt dia...hmpir2 nk jmpa n braya ngn dia...tp x kesampaian lak...

what to do...???

tah la erk...lately asik dok tingat dia ja...rsa cm ada satu perasaan yg len mcm kt dia...

rindu ka ?? plik...dlm smayang pn asik dok trbayang2 dia ja...how come r ? haishyyy...

aku buat keja apa pun, mmg aku x blh nk hapuskan wajah dia dr ingatan aku...cmna...

pstu bila aku tingat dia, n kenangan2 aku ngn dia, msti aku nanges....

almost three years aku simpan perasaan ni....n hmpir 3 thn jgk la aku x jmpa ngn dia...

gile x kan aku nk bgtau prasaan aku kt dia kot ? klu aku ada kekuatan 2, 3 thn dulu lg aku dh luah kt dia......

skali pn x penah jmpa in this three years....how is he rite now ?

ya ALLAH...kau kuat kan la semangat aku....

kau temu kan lah aku dgn dia walau hnya sekali...sekali je....

even dlm mimpi pn aku dh rsa cukup bahagia.....

dlm minggu ni, benda ni jela yg menghantui kotak fikiran aku...

raye pn cm xda makna je......kosong....kosong....dan kosong....

2 jela yg aku nk citer....

note : sile abaikan luahan prasaan aku yg agk kemengongan di atas....

*tade mood nk cite sal work aku yg aku angkut dr trggnu utk wt raye ni...sabtu dh blah uitm daaa....

" kan best kalau aku jumpa dia mse bufday aku itu ari ? "

-SEKIAN-

mse ni smua tgh mood nk blk n nk raye...xde mood nk draw...

hohh...sukenye aien...senyum smpai telinga....senget benget dh muke...hua3

gamba yg plg aku sukeee...mse ni kls VCR a few days b4 blk raye...

hohohohohoooo blk kamponggggggg............!!!!

selamat hari raya semua !!! mlm ni dh nkl blk perlis dah...my roomate, ajee n najma bru je blk kul 8 td....sempat g salam n pluk cium aku yg bru bangun tido..bucukkk ! hahaha....tinggal aku n aien jela dlm bilik....aien pun japg dh nk blk pahang....tinggal la aku sorang...hmmm...aku sorang je blk mlm....ee x saba nye nk blk umah, buat persiapan raya ngn mak aku...kak aku yg dua org 2 blk besok nek flight....x best la plak abg aku x blk raya ni...sunyi jek umah x de baby ain...tdk blh la maen2 ngn dia....yg pasti, raya ni aku kena struggle buat painting atas kanvas...dh la blk ja uitm, pg 2 smpai dh kena g kls drawing trus...giler arr....xpa jieja, u can do it ! jgn bok lek saja dh la kanvas 2 buat display dlm bilik....

yeyeyyy...sok dh nk lek kamponggg da...

assalamualaikum...salam hamba tulus tanda ingatan...(ala2 sora jamal cket eh)..

hua3....mentang2 la dh nk raya....happy ekkk...lalala...sok mlm blk nek bas kul 8.30 ngan ila...hmmm...ni haku maleh ni....nama ja raya, tp aku rasa aku x raya kot....?? nk usung kanvas yg besaq2 alam 2 nek bas ka jija ? hahhh....klu x bok lek, x siap la wei....ngan keja VCR lg...drawing lg....banyak seyh...mmg x raya la aku...ya allah ya tuhanku tolong la hamba mu ini ya allah....arghhhh.....aku x kira ! aku nk raya gak....zuerk !

k lah, maleh aku nk naip lg...jumpe pas raye arhh...k babaiiii

salam ukhuwah & selamat hari raya aidilfitri !

2 days to go....blk kamponggggg !!!

majlis berbuka puasa anjuran crenotive art club faculty of art & design kuala terengganu...

assalamualaikum...

esok 12 september, satu majlis berbuka puasa oleh FSSR akan diadakan...so dr pagi kul 8 pg smpai la nk dkt bka puasa, sila lah bergotong royong masak juadah beramai2 mengikut group yg telah di tetapkan ye...hehe...x sabonye...aku dpt group first...so kena pkai hitam la tema die....pastu menu lak plg kacang...bubur lambuk....ok pe...nk di bandingkan dgn grup laen kena msk gulai la, lauk 2 lauk ni....susah dowh....klu sem lps, kitorang buat dinner, sem ni dh bln puasa, kena buat mjlis berbuka puasa lah....bru sesuai....tp klu x silap lps raya ni ada kot dinner....open house....emmm x taw la tema apa lak kali ni....klu tema raya, aku senang je, paki je bju raya....pstu buat persembahan karoke duet nyanyi lagu rya ngan aien.....huahauahuahaa.....siot jekkk....

k lah...smpai cni dulu aku pnya post...mggu dpn dh nk blk raye...yeayeay ! raya ! kejap nya dh raya kan ? hehe....di kesempatan ni aku nk ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri lah ye kt anda2 semua kt luar sana....salah dan silap sepanjang handle blog nie, harap di maafkan....huhu...k bye...jumpe lg lps raya...insyaaallah....

salam sayang !